sick… Dear GOD

October 29, 2009 at 3:54 pm (DearGOD, life, random, rough days)

Dear GOD,

so you no i feel bad for you right now, me sick, which means i am not fully here when i am talking. yah its probably like blah blah blah, well i feel that way. you no what tho, i forgot how much i like scooby doo, and bugs bunny. can i just tell you GOD, i am not a big fan of this sick stuff, nope not really, but you must want me to be still, you no that is really hard for me to do. but i am trying, does that count? i feel like it should. so how has the big man up stairs been?? hmm… hm? well with all thats been going on in my path, life has had its ups and downs, i noticed its easier to look for the bad, why is that?? wait, is that part of this curse.. i still blame eve, even tho she is my sister in christ. but any way much has been going on in this mind. like ….. hmm, i am not sure, did i tell you i dont really like this sick thing, yeah not so much. but i no you still love me, and you always will. ok, i am starting to run out of energy, i gave it to you, but i wanted to, so you no. ok GOD, i will talk to you in a second, but i am about to drift off. love you xoxoxoxo

~icky sicky, but still your girl~

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i dont know… Dear God

September 7, 2009 at 11:15 pm (Uncategorized)

Dear GOD,

hey its me again, and can i just say… i have had a pretty good weekend, and well tomorrow i go back to school, and i am such a nerd… i am excited! And i was able to see my special person this weekend.. twice! He makes my day so much more exciting, and better with each of his hugs. I was able to go to church with him again this week… i am so glad to have some one who likes that, and actually wants to go. I don’t know many 17 year old guys who do… well i am sure you did when you were 17, maybe thats the trait you put of yourself in him. So you know what’s going on this week, and hmm i was wondering, do you *ahem* want to give me a little hint?? ok… maybe not for all the classes, but at least my art class?? huh huh… alright, i guess i can just be surprised. oh my goodness, did i tell you what happened??!! oh boy, i bet you were getting a good kick out of this one, i couldn’t find the car on sunday when i came out of church! i was like soo sure that i had it parked at the spot.. i kept looking then i found myself going in a circle… ok, I get it, i looked like a dog chasing its tale.. only i was chasing after a parked car, that, wasn’t, moving… that’s besides the point! i couldn’t find it, but then i got the good idea to just stop and look around. GUESS what!! i found it then in a distance… ooh they were good times, good times huh GOD. so yeah that was my little adventure trying to find the car. ooh yeah latest news tho GOD, i am thinking about working in a coffee shop, i could be a coffee girl! thats a good cutsie job for me… GOD can you see me doing that?? the more i think about it the more i can see myself doing that… ok i guess i will give it a try, since i gave the other job a try, and well it just didn’t work out for me, and well you could have guessed that, well actually you already knew that. but hopefully this one works out and it gives me good hours this time! hey GOD, can i ask you something?  what part of me did i get from you?? hmm i think about that some times… i bet its the sense of humor right… haha i love laughing, you laugh a lot i am sure, i mean, you made me… thats funny in its self… kind of like now, i was looking at the one word i was typing, and i was like hey i so spelled that wrong, and i didn’t even notice the red line under it. oooohhh yeah you have your hands full GOD, well actually my parents do too, they live with me on a day to day biases, well you actually here what i think and say about certain things when i am just thinking…. oooh i scared myself haha well you love me any way, and even when i don’t know, i can count on you to know and take care of me in spite of my “me moments”  thats a lot of lovee can i just say… THANK you ❤

forever and always, your girl!

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relationships… Dear GOD

September 1, 2009 at 8:02 pm (DearGOD, friends, hard times, life, love, random, relationships, school)

Dear GOD,

Something new every day my dearest friend GOD… let me just tell you. so hmm where to start, where to start? So i no that our relationship isn’t always the strongest, and i am sure it could be stronger, i just always lack on my efforts. And man i wish i could give you hug, i bet you have the best ones ever. They are probably breath taking, kind of like the ones that just make you want to melt because they are just that good. But today the strangest thing happened to me. A friend, or used to be friend… decided to tell me today that he liked me… WHAT THE FREAKIN HECK! i mean this kid i had the biggest crush on all through middle school and my freshman year of high school. Dear GOD, why now, why didn’t he tell me then? But its weird because i don’t feel that way about that person any more. Thank you GOD for him telling me now, if i would have known earlier that he felt this way… i wouldn’t have met the person who you have in my life right now. i feel blessed, for that! you have reason and purpose for all things, i am just here trying to do what it is you have sent me out to do. Help me to be obedient and to keep listening for the words of your heart to speak. Well i also got another chance to see that one girl today… you no the one i was telling you about earlier yesterday? Any way, i saw her again today, and she was telling me that the stuff for her new house still hasn’t come yet… so as of right now she doesn’t have any furniture in her new home. i felt bad for her, it has to be rough going through so many changes… i only hope i can be nice to her, and help her out if i can. It was interesting though, my friend who was with me today, after this girl left for her next class, looked at me and was like, Katrina, she scares me… why are you so nice to her? And i said to her well are you going to be nice to her.. she goes i don’t want to talk to her, hello freaked out. and i said yeah some one has to be, i guess i will. she didn’t say much after that. But even you where nice to the people that everyone seemed to be freaked out by… and you weren’t scared of others opinions, i still am some times. Tomorrow when i see her, GOD help me to not care what every one else is thinking when i talk to her, or walk down the hall way with her. I no she is in my path for a reason, and i no some day i will understand, so for now i will just do what you say, today tomorrow, and always. ~ love daddy’s little girl~

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school… Dear GOD

August 31, 2009 at 11:02 pm (DearGOD, friends, good days, life, love, school)

Dear GOD,

hello there my dear friend! today was new day and first day at school. It went really well i thought, and the best part was i didn’t get lost! WOW imagine that, my junior year i don’t get lost any more at school!! I have some really cool classes, and my favorite one is chemistry, well you already knew i was going to like that one, hopefully it goes well again tomorrow! I met a girl today who was considered a goth. I am not going to lie, i was intimidated by her, but you had her sit down in front of me. i new what the other girls behind me were thinking, simply because i used to be apart of that group at one time. but the class period was almost over when she came in, so i gave her my notes to copy, and i told her my name. then i asked her what her name was. Her name was very pretty, it was audrey. she looked at me kind of not sure why i was nice to her, and as we started walking down the hall, she told that this was the first time she felt accepted and not judged by the black clothes and make up she wore. GOD what are you doing? Ok i am not going to lie, my friend who was with me saw me do this and was seriously confused as to why i helped her and was nice to her. But now i see i still don’t want to be like my friends are when it comes to new people. Now that i look back on today, i am glad that i got to meet her… GOD at first i wasn’t sure why i was in that class… i mean i wanted that class but for a while i didn’t after i saw some of the other people who i don’t always mix with.  ok let me just say it one last time for today… WHAT are you doing GOD?? ok, sorry i am good now… if you tell me to i will do it, if you send me i will go, if you show me, i will teach. Help me down here to be thankful, and kind… some already say i am kind, but i don’t want to be humanly kind… but godly kind. i will follow where you lead me, and walk where you go… but you can drive if you want… i no you want to! ok well i love you, and thankx for loving me in my most unloveable moments!  ~your little girl~

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August 31, 2009 at 10:05 pm (Uncategorized)

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